Monday, March 2, 2009

Who I am.....

I feel the need to write to let my readers know the type of person I am. I am the type that wears her heart on her sleeve. I love with my whole heart and I put my whole heart into everything I do! I have been hurt in ways that some will NEVER understand or could even try too. It's not anything against anyone but some will simply never understand.

I am the type of person that wants to help everyone out that I can. I helped put a fundraiser together for a SPECIAL little boy who was sick! It was an amazing experience but also a wonderful feeling. I LOVE that little man! I'm crying just thinking about what he had to go thru! WE HAVE TO CURE CHILDHOOD CANCER! Bottom line! I am so blessed to know him and I would love to be just like him! AMAZING! Also he has been in remission for over a year now! He is the toughest, smartest coolest kid I've ever met! " I Wanna Be Like Alex!"

I have a very sensitive side. Well... it's not a side; it's me. I'm try so hard to be a strong person but sometimes I fall short because of my own sensitivities.


I am kind hearted caring, trusting, and honest person as well. I can't stand anyone who lies. They don't bowed well with me. The reason is because I want and feel like I should be able to trust a lot of people and when I'm lied too; I feel violated. That I can;t trust and I want and need to feel like I can trust people.

I am a hard worker as well. I'm a stay at home mom currently. We all know that is one of the toughest jobs there is. This will be changing very soon. Which is sad. I want to be with my kids. Although I understand I have to work now too! I will be cherishing every minute I have with them a ton more; I'm sure.

I might be getting a job at an assisted living home. Which I would LOVE! I think I will be great at it; because I LOVE people and want to help them. I'm very excited and I pray I get this job.

I try everyday to in still values in my children everyday. Even when I am struggling; I still want to help and I show my kids the same. I want them to know the importance of helping people that can;t help themselves. I can't wait till my kids are older and I can really show them like taking items that they need to the food bank or homeless shelters. Or giving to children from homeless families for Christmas. I want my children to understand what it feels like to do without. Not in a bad way; but that their is a reason they don't get every toy they want. Just because they want it. They need to learn that lesson.

I also believe strong in God and Church! I had my God moment a few months back and I learned he is in my life and walks with me in my daily life. I always believed in him. It's just a different feeling now then I had. I wrote a blog about you'll have to look it up!

On the other side, I am very sarcastic and funny. I also love to have a good time. I'm currently learning what it means to cut lose for the sake of fun! I'm LOVING that! I never use to go out or do anything. I was a homebody. Now, I'm the opposite. It feels good too:)

So that is just a little about me as a person and a Mom. I hope you enjoyed it. I do accept comments; but you just have to sign your name to them; for them to be posted!

My life is turning into a whole new book! One is over and I'm looking forward to the outcome. I know it 's gonna be a lot of blood sweat and tears but I am ready.