Saturday, April 4, 2009

Send your email.........

I have the new blog up and running. If you would like the blog address; please send your email in a comment. I will not post it. I just need it to get you to the new address!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

NEW blog to come!

Since said person cannot find it in himself to leave me alone; I will be transferring everything over to a new blog! This blog will only go out to my close friends and family! If you would like the new address please send a comment! I'll forward it along if I know who you are!
Have a great night!

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

FYI

I will be closing comments for awhile. I have accumlated a stalker. This person writes nasty, rude, crude comments about me and my children. Don't worry this person is from another state. I just want it to stop. It is annoying; everytime I post he comes on and writes something awful. The messages don't hurt me; don't worry. They are just annoying. I know who I am and he doesn't hurt me. I just plead that he stops and moves on with his life; that's all:) No worries!

New camera!


I finally got a new camera today! YAY!! My friend and I went out and grabbed me a new camera; while Haylee was in preschool today. I LOVE IT! I can't wait to start taking pictures of my favorite subjects; my kiddos! Be looking for new pictures very soon:)

Thursday, March 26, 2009

My camera.

Well... I would love to post some new pictures. However, Haylee says Bennett threw my camera away! Yup, you heard me threw away my camera IN THE TRASH! I have no way of recovering it now. So until I buy a new one no pictures. I hope to have a new one soon. I would love to post new pictures of the kids; they are growing up too fast!

So, it's not that I'm just busy. It's that I don't even have a camera to just post pictures.

I will post new pictures as soon as I can!
Love to all.
Lindsey

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Thank you.

Thank you for bringing me flowers to brighten my day. It surely did! Thanks for being you! You are the best! I'm ready to move past this horrible day; FINALLY!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

What I've Learned...........

I have recently had the opportunity to learn that people say things to you; just get a rise out of you! Well, I have this to say! Really... I don't care what you say about me; because guess what I'm not a part of your life anymore. Your thoughtless words will never hurt me. They actually make me laugh at your stupidity.

If you think for one second that I'm gonna believe what you say you have another thing coming! I have family and friends and more that know I care and love with my whole heart. So go ahead ripe me to shreds; I will still be here to laugh at you! I'm not kidding try me!

I know who I am and it's not "heartless" that's for sure!

Their are many others that care about me and have nothing but nice things to say and they will out shine you anyday of the week!

Monday, March 23, 2009

My Birthday in Pictures.....








One too many drinks playing Moose hook em' horns and Apples to Apples. A Super FUN night!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

My Birthday..

This is the short version. I will have pictures posted of pry me only unless; I get permission of the others that were there. I had a great day starting off with sleeping in till 10:30am. Yes the kids slept that late and Bennett stayed asleep till 12:30pm!

So when I got up Haylee made me breakfast. Cinnamon sugar toast and she delieverd it to me. Total surprise, and boy was it good!

Then that evening, I had several friends over and we played drinking games and then Apples to Apples. Apples to Apples is so much fun when your not serious about it! It was so funny! Especially when we pulled our spicy cards out. AM I right ladies???!! That was HILARIOUS! We all had a great time.

Sorry, I haven't posted much! I started working and school. Plus I have the kiddos and housework to do. It's a lot to handle right now but, I'm trying to manage:) I know many other single moms that do it. So if they can do it. I KNOW I can!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I'm so EXCITED!!

Guess what I get to do.....I'm changing my last name back to my maiden name! I can't wait. It was a personal decision. All be it the best one I could have made! I feel so much more FREE now; than I did! If you knew the ends and outs you would agree! It's for the BEST!!!!!! I can't wait to have my identity back! Just wanted to share:)

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

First day of my new job!

I had my first day at my new job! I LOVED it! I trained with a super cool lady. For the most part it was fun! I mean it is a job and all. Although, I LOVED it and the time flew. I LOVED that we get to visit with residents as I am a talker! So FUN!

They all seemed to relish in the fact that my Great Aunt had lived there. Everywhere I went I heard," You are so so's Great niece!" It was cool! It is really fun listening to the stories they all have about her! They all said they could see that I resembled my Great Aunt. Everyone did! Just cool! Like I have a past to live up too. I could never live up to who she was. She was a person who dressed and match everything! I'm not kidding down to the earrings and shoes. Since I'm not a big jewelry person I'll never live up to that. Although I can say, I LOVE you Great Aunt!

I also wanted to say thank you to a dear friend who is watching the kids for me. I felt safe leaving them. I didn't even give it a second thought. I was surprised after going back to work after 2 years that I wasn't sad to leave them. I think the reason is because I knew they were in Amazing hands! Thank you again!

Haylee and I :)


Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Guess What!

Well. I got the job!!!! I'm so excited; I start in the morning! YAY!! Seriously the more I look back; the more I realize how much I've grown as a person,a Mom, daughter and friend etc. I am TRUELY HAPPY now!!! So many things are working in my favor now. More than ever! I'm in school; I have a job and I have the LOVE of my friends and family! How much better does it get than that??!!

Each and everyday I feel more free than the last and that is a feeling I cannot describe. I've tried! Just know, I'm happy and blessed as all get out right now. Although... it hasn't been easy I AM!

Love,
Lindsey


Sunday, March 8, 2009

This is a real Craig's List post!


need to replace ur ugly ass chair? I have one you can use! - $10 (omaha)


So you have an ugly ass yellow chair in your living room, that you have probably been hanging on to since the 70's... and you want a new ugly ass chair to replace it with!?! well good news!!!! I have just the ugly ass chair for you!!!! It may smell kinda funny, but next to that antique trunk you use to store your entire VHF movie collection... you wont even notice it's unique fowl smells!

You can use this horrid reclyner to sit back in your own lazy cloud of helplessness while you rock out to the latest Rock Band tracks! Or use it for the kids to jump off of and break your ceiling fan! So many things can be done with this outdated over used under stuffed piece of german made shit!!!!!!! Maybe your cats would like a new place to leave 18 pounds of hair!!!! Or use it for your laundery instead of a basket!!!!! Just get it out of my house!

A kitchen Table!!!

I got an awesome deal on Craig's List! Check it out! I LOVE IT! It's perfect!



Saturday, March 7, 2009

You mean the Most to me!


I have had my family and friends really step into my life; to help me in this new book in my life. They have made sure that each and everyday I feel loved and taken care of. They are the BEST. You are all like family to me. I would do anything for you. You have been my rock, my heart and, my healers! I don't even want to think where I would be without you.

I have grown as a person in more ways than one. I am and have slowly started to make my way back to the "REAL ME!" Some may not like it but; maybe you haven't experienced the love and caring I have at this time in my life where I needed it the most! This is what makes me do anything I can for my family and friends, I LOVE YOU!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Curesearch............

I signed up for the cure search walk today! I'm very passionate about this. As stated in my earlier blog. I have a link. If you would like to support one of the most important causes out there here is my link!
http://host.curesearch.org/site/TR/Walk/Milestones?px=1051161&pg=personal&fr_id=1240

After all, our children are our future. They deserve to be helped. They deserve the chance to be in remission and cured. Do you know it takes 5 years for a child with cancer to be considered cured! 5 YEARS! That means, monthly blood draws and many others tests that these kids and their families go thru! Please consider a donation! No matter how small it does help! I promise you! Your generosity means more than you'll ever know!

Here is part of the email I received from my good friends about Alex.

"On December 6, 2007, we were told our child had cancer. Things started moving quickly with tests and biopsies and central line placement and then…chemo. We were thrown into this world known as cancer and knew very little about it. We are forever changed. We met some wonderful young people throughout our cancer journey. Some of them made it to remission, others relapsed, and some did not make it to celebrate another birthday; they had earned their angel wings. The treatment either did not work or they became too ill due to its side effects. This is in part why we are writing to you.

We can’t lose any more children to this dreaded disease. There is a way you can help. Curesearch.org is an organization devoted to helping find cures for childhood cancers. CureSearch is the only organization that gives all funds directly for childhood cancer research. Some potential protocol for various types of cancers are sometimes even tried on children first, so you may be helping find cures that you or someone you love may rely on in the future."

Thank you for reading~
Love to all!
Lindsey

I LOVE YOU JAMIE!

'May today there be peace within. May you trust that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are
born of faith in yourself and others. May you use the gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content with yourself just the way you are. Let this knowledge settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of us.'

Monday, March 2, 2009

Who I am.....

I feel the need to write to let my readers know the type of person I am. I am the type that wears her heart on her sleeve. I love with my whole heart and I put my whole heart into everything I do! I have been hurt in ways that some will NEVER understand or could even try too. It's not anything against anyone but some will simply never understand.

I am the type of person that wants to help everyone out that I can. I helped put a fundraiser together for a SPECIAL little boy who was sick! It was an amazing experience but also a wonderful feeling. I LOVE that little man! I'm crying just thinking about what he had to go thru! WE HAVE TO CURE CHILDHOOD CANCER! Bottom line! I am so blessed to know him and I would love to be just like him! AMAZING! Also he has been in remission for over a year now! He is the toughest, smartest coolest kid I've ever met! " I Wanna Be Like Alex!"

I have a very sensitive side. Well... it's not a side; it's me. I'm try so hard to be a strong person but sometimes I fall short because of my own sensitivities.


I am kind hearted caring, trusting, and honest person as well. I can't stand anyone who lies. They don't bowed well with me. The reason is because I want and feel like I should be able to trust a lot of people and when I'm lied too; I feel violated. That I can;t trust and I want and need to feel like I can trust people.

I am a hard worker as well. I'm a stay at home mom currently. We all know that is one of the toughest jobs there is. This will be changing very soon. Which is sad. I want to be with my kids. Although I understand I have to work now too! I will be cherishing every minute I have with them a ton more; I'm sure.

I might be getting a job at an assisted living home. Which I would LOVE! I think I will be great at it; because I LOVE people and want to help them. I'm very excited and I pray I get this job.

I try everyday to in still values in my children everyday. Even when I am struggling; I still want to help and I show my kids the same. I want them to know the importance of helping people that can;t help themselves. I can't wait till my kids are older and I can really show them like taking items that they need to the food bank or homeless shelters. Or giving to children from homeless families for Christmas. I want my children to understand what it feels like to do without. Not in a bad way; but that their is a reason they don't get every toy they want. Just because they want it. They need to learn that lesson.

I also believe strong in God and Church! I had my God moment a few months back and I learned he is in my life and walks with me in my daily life. I always believed in him. It's just a different feeling now then I had. I wrote a blog about you'll have to look it up!

On the other side, I am very sarcastic and funny. I also love to have a good time. I'm currently learning what it means to cut lose for the sake of fun! I'm LOVING that! I never use to go out or do anything. I was a homebody. Now, I'm the opposite. It feels good too:)

So that is just a little about me as a person and a Mom. I hope you enjoyed it. I do accept comments; but you just have to sign your name to them; for them to be posted!

My life is turning into a whole new book! One is over and I'm looking forward to the outcome. I know it 's gonna be a lot of blood sweat and tears but I am ready.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

P.S............

I HAVE TO GET A WII!!! OMG!!! What a BLAST:)

It's been awhile....

Sorry I have been majorly busy! I have been doing a lot of things that will determine my future. I might be getting a job. Thankfully with this economy! I start school on Thursday night; which a little scary; although exciting! I went and designed a house I've been looking at. Nothing is set in stone or anything yet. I have been using my days off with the kids to run a bunch of errands and getting things done for school and things set up for my new chapter! I also have to start packing! UGH!

SO... this weekend I took a brake and had a great weekend. Maybe a little too much fun! Just kidding I had a BLAST!! I laughed so hard on Friday night that my stomach hurt ALL DAY Saturday! I'm totally not kidding! You can even ask the people I was with I was dying! I think it must have been a LONG time since I have laughed like that; TOO LONG!!! Thanks to some FRIENDS! Who remain nameless!

Anyways! I just wanted to get back to everyone and say; " I'm better everyday, by the grace of GOD and my dear family and friends! You are the best and you know who you are:)

Thursday, February 26, 2009

So Sleepy.....


Today... I feel as though I am sleepy of the seven dwarfs! It's cold and it's suppose to snow! YUCK!! This weather makes me so sleepy! Seriously I have been in my flannel pants all day! Yes...I even went to the grocery store in them...why you ask? Oh because I don't care. Oh I even pulled into a maternity parking spot. NO I'm not pregnant but I had Bennett with me! HEHE You can't tell me that any of you haven't done that before??!!! LMAO!! This is my mood today and I'm sticking to it! Plus you that know me; know I LOVE my sleep it is very precious to me! Anyways! Y'all get a good night sleep tonight! I know I'm gonna try!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Drum roll please..................................



I got into School! I got my acceptance letter and my folder of everything I need to do to start in August! AAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! I'm so excited!

I also am starting a CNA program in March; I might have gotten a job as a caregiver/ care provider! I am just thrilled! I have accomplished so much!

The next several months are going to be busy busy! Although I can't wait:)

I do accept comments! Although if they are unsigned or rude I don't even read them! Positivity is what I'm looking for here!
Love,
Lindsey

Monday, February 23, 2009

New glasses.

I finally took a picture with my new glasses on:)



Thursday, February 19, 2009

Nelko...

Pronounced ( NEL-KO) is what my Bennett Boy calls milk! It cracks me up when he says it! So, I pretty much laugh all day!

Was it that WIDE?

So... here I was sitting at a stop light and next to me a minivan with NOT just your typical two flags and two "WIDE LOAD" signs. This thing had all the bells and whistles! The lights you see were even blinking. Then to top it of they had something that looked like it was out of Horton Hears a Who; on top of the thing. The guy was scared he wouldn't clear the stop lights; his head was hanging out the window~ ROFLMAO!
I think they needed a truck before this one that said WIDE LOAD!!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Our weekend in pictures....


The kids going down the slides!


Haylee gave a quick smile before jumping in!

Look at that CURLY hair!!


Smiling but keepin' her eyes on my prize..THE CAKE! LOL!

~Bennett's face after eating cake~

The Fear...

Well.... I guess some people think that because of a song that they know what and how I feel. Well just to let those know first of all, I like the second part of the song; and the tempo! Yeah...I do live fearful every single day. Really...criticize my songs! Second of all, if you are gonna be so critical of my blog STOP COMING TO IT! Freedom of speech; y'all!!! FREEDOM OF SPEECH!!! Oh and don't be stupid enough to comment because I don't even read the anonymous ones. Have a great day~

Monday, February 16, 2009

Mental Abuse.

1. Sticks and stones won’t break my bones” – and words won’t leave any measurable physical damage, but they will cause progressive, long-term harm. Never underestimate the power of words: words are used to brainwash.

Being told you are “stupid”, “ugly”, “lazy” or “worthless” is never acceptable. The first times you hear it, it will hurt, naturally. In time you “may get used to” hearing it from a partner. That’s when you start to internalise and believe it. When that happens you are doing the other person’s work of putting you down for them. This is why your feelings of self-worth suffer increasingly over time.

The good news is that just as words have been used to bring you down, you can learn to harness the power of words to build you up and restore your confidence and belief in yourself.

2. You are always told that it’s your fault. Somehow, whatever happens, however it starts, the ultimate blame is always yours. Notice that we are talking ultimate blame here. The blaming partner will always tell you that their behaviour was caused by what you said or did. In fact, their argument runs along the lines that you can’t possibly blame them for anything, because if you hadn’t said what you said, or done what you did it would never have happened.

3. You’re more inclined to believe your partner than you are to believe yourself. Have you ever reeled with a sense of hurt and injustice, or seethed with anger at the way you’ve been treated? Have you found yourself asking: “Is it reasonable to feel like this?” “Am I misinterpreting things?” “Have I got it wrong?”

If this is you, what it means is that you have become so brainwashed you’ve stopped trusting in your own judgement. Your mind keeps throwing up the observations and questions because, deep down, you know that what is happening is utterly wrong. But right now you can’t feel the strength of your own convictions.

4. You need your partner to acknowledge your feelings. Have you ever felt desperate to make your partner hear what you are saying and apologise for the hurtful things they’ve said? Have you ever felt that only they can heal the pain they’ve caused?

Does your need for them to validate your feelings keep you hooked into the relationship?

When a partner constantly denies or refuses to listen to your feelings, that is, unquestionably, mental abuse.

5. Your partner blows hot and cold. He can be very loving but is often highly critical of you. He may tell you how much he loves you, yet he is short on care or consideration towards you. In fact, some of the time, maybe even a lot of the time, he treats you as if you were someone he truly dislikes.

You do everything you can to make him happy, but it’s never good enough. You’re more like the pet dog in the relationship than you are the equal partner. Your constant efforts to get his attention and please him meet with limited success. Sometimes he’ll be charmed, often he’s dismissive.

If you find yourself puzzling about how your partner can treat you that way, it is because you are trying to live in a love-based relationship, when in reality you are living in a control-based relationship. The mental abuser struggles with his own feelings of worthlessness and uses his relationship to create a feeling of personal power, at his partner’s expense.

6. You feel as if you are constantly walking on eggshells. There is a real degree of fear in the relationship. You have come to dread his outbursts, the hurtful things that he will find to say to you. (Maybe the same anxiety and need to please spill over into your other relationships also.)

Fear is not part of a loving relationship, but it is a vital part of a mentally abusive relationship. It enables the abuser to maintain control over you.

7. You can heal. Mentally abusive relationships cause enormous emotional damage to the loving partner who tries, against all odds, to hold the relationship together and, ultimately, can’t do it, because her partner is working against her.

Whether you are currently in a mentally abusive relationship, have left one recently, or years later are still struggling with the anxieties and low self-worth and lack of confidence caused by mental abuse, it is never too late to heal.

But you do need to work with a person or a programme specifically geared to mental abuse recovery.

Women who have suffered mental abuse expect radical change of themselves, and they expect it right away. This is why they often struggle and, not uncommonly, take up with another abusive partner.

Mental abuse recovery is a gradual process. Low self-worth and limiting beliefs about what kind of future the abuse sufferer can ever hope for are the blocks that can stop women from moving on. But they are blocks that you can clear very effectively.
Just as language was once used to harm you, you can now learn how language can heal you. You can overcome past mental abuse and keep yourself safe from it in the future. You can also learn to feel strong, believe in yourself and create the life and the relationships you truly want.

“The Woman You Want To Be” is a unique workbook designed to accompany you on a year long journey into emotional health and happiness.

(C) 2005 Annie Kaszina

Joyful Coaching

An NLP Practitioner and Women's Empowerment Coach

http://ezinearticles.com/?Mental-Abuse---The-7-Most-Important-Things-To-Know&id=60849

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Sioux Falls!


Well.... I have something wrong with my computer and my uploading of pictures. So I can't post what I wanted too! Which was our weekend in pictures! We had a Fantastic time although; we are all tired and ready for bed. I'll try again tomorrow;/ Please wait patiently:)

Friday, February 13, 2009

On my way!


Well....it has been a busy week at our house! I got into the first class; I'm going to take. Then I'm in a waiting game on school this fall. I have to get accepted. I should find out in a week. If not, I have the first class to fall back on till next year! I also have a job interview today. Then we are off to South Dakota for my nephews birthday parties! Haylee couldn't be more excited!

So hence, the title of the blog and the songs that play! I'm on my way and This is my N0W!!! I don't think I could've picked more perfect songs!

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Valentine's from Mommy!

Well, I caved today.....I had to give them their Valetine's presents early! Yes...I am one of those that can't wait till the holiday to have anyone open their presents! I get VERY GIDDY; when anyone opens something from me.

I always try to get them things they can use because I want the money to be used in a good way! They don't need a bunch of candy! Even on Easter! Anyways, they both got new pajamas for summer and Haylee got a Miss Sunshine t-shirt I found for $3.00 at Walmart!

Happy Valentine's Day to MY family and MY friends


Also.... thanks for keeping me on the top Omaha blog list! hehehe

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

~How I feel today~

Check out the song I have on here today! It's perfect:)

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

School!!!!!!!

Well if I get into said school and I graduate; I will buy myself a present; for my hardwork:)Sorry, Mom I don't want a Grand Piano I have no use;)

Here's a new picture of me:)

Monday, February 9, 2009

Valentine's FUN!!!

Seriously.... Check'd Out!hahaha








Checking each other out!




Bennett!


Haylee!

Dance Recital Costume!

Here is Haylee in her Dance recital costume! Its'adorable! She posed for me I didn;t even have to ask!





Sunday, February 8, 2009

Haylee and her friends!

It was so funny to watch Haylee with her friends! Today she had some friends over. They had just got back from their Grandma's house. The first thing she yelled to them from up in her bedroom was and I quote," Did you have fun at your Grandma's house?" What a nice friend she is so freakin' cute! I couldn't help but sneak a few chuckles! Such a loving daughter, friend, niece and granddaughter!

GOTTA LOVE MISS HAY!!

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Written statement.........


I have a written statement to write for school! I have been putting it off as long as I can. Although, now I HAVE to have it in by Monday:) I already have everything else ; that I needed too mailed in. I'm meeting with them for an interview on Tuesday! Exciting yet scary! Wish me luck and say a prayer for me. I want this more than ANYTHING!! This is what I want to do!! The career of my dreams! So if you could say a prayer for me that this works out:)


Haylee's got the right idea!



WISH ME LUCK!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

New pictures of my Adorable babies

Benny eating Lunch!YUMMY!

Isn't he just ADORABLE!




Star of the Week and Line Leader!




GOREGOUS GIRL!!!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

I must say....

I don't have much to write about. I'm very busy and will continue to be! It's good; life is great I just have several things that I have to get done! I'll fill you in soon!

I didn't have the kids this last weekend and WOW!! Was there FUN to be HAD!! My friends and others are making sure that I have a great time when I don't have them it helps pass the time faster! I miss them terribly! Although..I NEED my time too and I've finally figured that out:)

The kids are doing great! Although... Haylee did come home last night and had a black eye.It doesn't seem to affect her thank goodness.

Bennett is cracking me up! He learns new words by the minute it seems! The way he says them just kills me it's SO CUTE!! Especially his ,"YES!"

So all is well for Lindsey, Haylee and Bennett! We are over the norwalk virus thank goodness!

Love to the family and friends that deserve it~
Lindsey

Monday, February 2, 2009

Thank YOU!!!

You've made my blog one of the most popular in Omaha! KUDOS to y'all! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Peace and Calm!

I was told I have a peace and calm about me now! WOW!!! It felt awesome to hear that!

Dear friend,
You have shown me a side of me that I LOVE!
THANK YOU:)
May God Bless You!
Lindsey

NOTE................

Please know this is a place for my friends and family. Plus the ones I have met on here. It is not for anyone that have the intentions to spread their hate or malice for me. I will save it for my attorney! I have several already. I am not going to put up with the mental abuse either. Please know this is a place to share my life (MINE)Do you get it yet?!!!There are several that were not meant to be in my life and I hope you can respect the fact; that I don't want you coming to my blog. Life is as it should be and I going to live it! So QUIT! This is my second request;)

Thank you!
Lindsey

Friday, January 30, 2009

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Well I got it!

Yes....the stomach flu! Yup, in the middle of the night I got sick. Then it got worse and worse to the worst. I knew I had to go to the hospital but how would I get there? I thought by squad! But I didn't want pay that bill! I didn't want to get anyone sick either! So...I drove myself AGAIN; just like I did when I thought I was in labor with Bennett. I didn't want to bother anyone. So with contractions 3 minutes apart I made my way to the hospital in morning rush hour traffic! Still can't believe I did that!

Anyways! So... I drove myself and I when I got there they were a tad shocked I drove myself! I looked grey and I was just about blacking out everytime I got up or lifted my head! YES... THAT BAD! Nothing... like 2 liters of fluid and some anti nausea medicine; to get me to look alive again! Thankfully, my Mom came and picked up the kids in the morning when they got up. I needed help! My Mom is the BEST!

So... people RUN HOME and don't leave your house! This is the worst virus!

Monday, January 26, 2009

My Poor Babies.

She is SO TIRED!

If you know my Haylee she never just lays around!
Bennett still trying to play!
They are both extremely sick. They have a virus that is an off and on t
type. When you think they are better. They vomit again. So sad! Please pray for my precious babies and for me that I don't get it!
I was so lucky to have my Uncle bring us 7up and Lysol. I felt helpless. Two sick kids; their was no way I would take them out. I don't even do that when they have bad coughs. I just never want them to get anyone else sick!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

From a Friend:)

'To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.' When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. 'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.'

I recieved this in an e-mail and thought of you! You are destined for great things! Take hold of your future and never look back...



I LOVE YOU TOO!

P.S. I am so thankful for what the Lord has already done for me and I can't wait to see what is next!

Saturday, January 24, 2009

I'm Ready!

I'm so ready for my new life to begin. I knew 2009 would be hard and good at the same time; although I never knew I would be in the spot I am in now! Meaning Happy and ready to move forward and see what the GOOD LORD has in store for me. Each day just gets easier and better and happier. Friends are coming full circle and life is finally making sense. There is something bigger and brighter for me out there:)

From and old entry!
There comes a point in your life when you realize: Who matters, Who never did, Who won't anymore... And who always will. So, don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Craft Night!