Friday, December 26, 2008

My Moment with God!

Alright I told you I would tell you about my God moment and here it is; simply AMAZING!!

I have been praying hard and asking for God to give me strength and to give my ex strength to get through this and to watch over our babies to help them to heal and to find that happiness they have. As my heart goes into my stomach everytime I think about what this is doing to them. I can;t imagine I didn;t come from a divorced family. To think how I would feel; well extremely depressed. Haylee and Bennett my angels; my cup runneth over for you as I tell you I LOVE you to the moon and back; and it would take a really longtime to get there and back.

Sorry... I get sidetracked!

So... a few weeks back I was sitting in my van before a group I have. I said the same prayer over and over again. I told him I was going to walk into the church and sit down in a pew and open my bible and for him to please show me a verse in the bible to help me through this. He stopped me on a page I wasn't going to stop on and I couldn't stop reading! It was the perfect verse I think I read the entire chapter! WOW!! He is there; he really is! How AMAZING is our GOD??!!!
He even gave me a quote to write down a week ago. Out of nowhere, I had a picture on my fridge of myself and I was smiling! I stared at it for a good 5 minutes and then this came to me....

No matter what anybody does to you; you will smile like that again! I wrote it down then I reread it; it was in third person. You will smile like that. Not, I will smile like that. WOW!! He works in amazing ways!

Praise God!